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I really want to go to Tibet (10:57am)

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forever alone..

(9:41am)
a list of things that I like

  1.  A nice cup of coffee and cigarette on a lazy morning
  2. reading on the train
  3. sitting in the sun and sketching
  4. rainy summer days following a heatwave
  5. the smell of rain
  6. looking at the sea when on a windy evening
  7. stationery; notebooks, pens, pretty paper
  8. writing letters
  9. receiving letters
  10. making and giving gifts
  11. meditation music
  12. taking a long shower or bath
  13. watching movies with a cup of hot cocoa
  14. Being with the right people <3
  15. spending all night painting or drawing, waking up the next morning tired but with a sense of achievement
  16. lying on the grass, in the sun
  17. clothes shopping
  18. taking long walks
  19.  having the time to write
  20. being in the city
  21. buying art supplies
  22. thrift shops
  23. decorating
  24. baking
  25. sweet smelling perfume
  26. watching the flowers bloom in springtime
  27. the sound of snow under my shoes
  28. morning stretches
  29. burning incense, lighting candles
  30. the smell of a clean house
  31. the smell of sea salt in the air
  32. parks
  33. taking photos
  34. prayer

(12:06pm)
I had such a beautiful dream. I was sitting on a bed, naked, looking into a mirror. I was pale and fragile and all of my bones were sticking out. I could see where my spine ended, my coccyx, my hips from the back. OMG I want it back I want it back :( And then waking up to reality, a fat body, layers of fat everywhere I look. (10:42am)